...but Allah knows Best
Salam’alaykum, it is still Ramadhan and I hope those who are reading this will get something out of it inshaAllah.
I am not good with words, especially written words. O Allah, help me with my words and my actions
P/s: this might be in forms of narrative or monologue or
whatever forms, so bear with me please
It is hard. A month knowing there’s no
shaitan and you’re only fighting against yourself, and yet you keep failing. It
is really disappointing, no one else to help you. But Alhamdulillah at a time
like this, we’re constantly reminded that we are never alone, we have Him However, it is still frightening to know
that this month is drawing closer to its end. Knowing that my humble and weak
self will be exposed to the wicked shaitan anytime soon, it really scares me a
lot. Please do du’a for me and for all other muslims that need support,
especially now.
O Allah the Most Merciful,
helps and supports us pleaseeee,
make us amongst those that
are succesful in this dunya and akhirah.
I really hope that this month had one way
or another made us stronger. Anyway Allah always knows who want to be close to
Him and who doesn’t has even the slightest intention. The most promising
promise, His words; whoever has the intention, he will find the way back
ذَٰلِكَ ٱلْيَوْمُ ٱلْحَقُّ ۖ فَمَن شَآءَ ٱتَّخَذَ إِلَىٰ رَبِّهِۦ مَـَٔابًا
That is without doubt the True Day, so, whosoever
wills,
Let him seek a place with (or a way to) His Lord (by
obeying Him in this worldly life)!
[An-Naba’, 78: 39]
Ramadhan is a month full of reward and
mercy given by Allah for all of us to do good and be forgiven. This holy month
is just like an intensive school that trains us to be better muslims; real
practising muslims. Allah helps us by guarding our most influential enemy,
shaitan, to ensure we are not disturbed to do ibadah in this holy month. Not
only that every single of our good deeds is given multiplies of rewards, we are
also have the chance for be freed from previous sins.
“He who fasts during Ramadan with faith and seeking
reward from Allah
will have his
past sins forgiven.”
(Al-Bukhari
& Muslim by Abu Hurairah)
So, since Allah had already granted us
with this holy month we shoud take this opportunity to be better ones once we
graduate from this school of tarbiyyah :)
Now it’s the last ten days of Ramadhan and
others said this is it, the time to sprint, no time to think about any worldly
matters. True enough, to walk the talk is no laughing matter.
Actually, I should not worry much as Allah is always with us and waiting for us. Allah is actually so close to us, but
it is us that do not put that much effort to be close to Him.
Jadi, kita kena lah doa banyak-banyak, mintak Allah kuatkan kita, mintak kita lagi dekat dengan Allah and
supaya bila saja kita about to go astray
pun Allah takkan tinggalkan kita and
selalu guide and remind kita. Allah
mampu bantu kita, jangan down-down
*note to self too*
“Dan demi sesungguhnya, Kami telah mencipta manusia dan Kami sedia
mengetahui apa yang dibisikkan oleh hatinya, sedang (pengetahuan) Kami lebih
dekat kepadanya daripada urat lehernya”
(Surah Qaf, 50: 16)
Apa-apa pun, Ramadhan tak habis lagi. Down
pun takde hasil tak buat pape lak kan. So apa lagi jom
ramai-ramai usaha jom! Doakan semua yang baca n yang tulis jugak ni supaya
semua pun semangat (and sihat emotionally and physically) lagi2 for these few last days. Yukkk!!
Ya Allah, temukan lah kami kepada RamadhanMu
lagi ya Rabb, dan janganlah Kau jadikan kami di kalangan hambaMu yang rugi.
p/s: Harapnya,
kita bukan sahaja bersemangat utk berubah dan beramal di bulan Ramadhan sahaja
sebaliknya hamasah(semangat) itu terus kekal sehingga bertemu kembali dengan
Ramadhan yg mendatang, inshaAllah. Kerana
beramalnya kita bukan kerana Ramadhan tetapi kerana Rabb yg Maha Esa.
Last but not
least, let’s pray to Allah, hoping our fasts and ibadahs are accepted this
Ramadhan
And
selamat menyambut Hari Kemenangan
this coming Syawal to all my muslim brothers and sisters
Khadija Unveiled
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